A Few Pictures Logan's Room

We have everything we need for his room besides him.

A Few of My Favorite Comments

Here are a few of my favorite comments that people have said or say, I find them very strange. I thought I would address them here, please, no one take offense, I have just been bothered by these comments and I wanted to put it out there on how they make me feel, so here are a few of my favorites.

"Don't get attached to him until you get that court date" First of all it is way to late, I fell in Love the moment I touched him (actually the moment I saw his referral photo). I find that comment very strange, would one say to a pregnant women to not get attached until the baby is born because anything can happen, I DON"T THINK SO.

"After what happened to you guy's last time I cannot believe your doing this again" Would you say to a woman who had a miscarriage that you can't believe she would try again, NO, at least I HOPE NOT.

Another good one is "As soon as you get that baby home you are going to get pregnant because you'll be more relaxed and focused on something else" I really hope that does happen, it would be great but we have been trying to have a baby for 4 1/2 years and it hasn't happened yet. I will be very surprised if it does, I know that it has happened to many but ADOPTION DOES NOT CURE INFERTILITY, there is only a 5% chance of that happening, about the same as when we stopped our infertility treatments.

"What's the story with his real Mom" just because one gives birth does not make them a REAL MOM, We are his REAL parents and that is a very personal question that I feel only Logan has the right to know.

I know people do not mean any ill will and they are just concerned for us but
COME ON, think before you speak. This process is very trying, We need positive comments and support, instead of saying, I hope it works, change that comment to I know things are going to be just fine for you guys and if you can't muster that then please say NOTHING AT ALL.

I know a lot of people do not understand adoption but Jeff and I ARE PREGNANT, we are just not carrying our baby but he is VERY REAL and so is our love for him. We still have concerns (maybe even a little more) and cannot wait to have our baby home with us. It is as if I gave birth, spent a few days with him and now we are not allowed to see him for a couple of months. The waiting is getting a little harder every day, please say prayers that we will be re-united with him very soon.

A Few Photo's

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Our room in Novokuznetsk





These maps are great, if you look in the center of the map for Russia and go down to the south you will see Novokuznetsk.

23 days!

Well it's been 23 days since we met Logan and let me tell you every day is getting a little harder. I know that means we are 23 days closer to bringing him home but man is it hard. I talked to Kim (she is one of the families that we met in Moscow that are adopting with our agency) yesterday for close to 2 hours and I think we are pretty much feeling the same way, we want our boy's home. I told her I wanted to go and do missionary work at the orphanage and she said she's in, if only they would let us we would be gone tomorrow :)

I pray that God is going to give me the best B-day and anniversary gift ever and that is going to be our release letter and our court date. God hear our prayers and get us back to our son soon, AMEN!

I Miss Our Babies

OK, our 6-8 weeks are now down to 4-6 weeks, it sure has been a long 2 weeks. I hope these days start to pick up. I cannot believe it will be almost 2 months before we see him again :( Now that we have actually held our son in our arms the waiting is so much more difficult. I could watch our video every day, Logan is just perfect and we cannot wait to go and get him.

I have been keeping myself busy, I worked almost every day last week. I have went and bought a few rompers that will be perfect for our long journey home with Logan, snaps from head to toe. I got a really great deal on a cool Peg Pergo stroller that was on clearance. I was going to wait and buy a stroller until after we got home and just make it with the cheap umbrella stroller I got for travel but I just couldn't pass up the deal :). I bought a great baby sign-language book, I think that will really help Logan with the language barrier and be very good for his development. I also ordered a couple of books, one is on attachment skills and the other is for our friends and family to help them understand why it is so important to limit his care to just Jeff and I for a while. My friend Shannon described it the best she said "He (Logan) needs to seek Jeff and I out for help before anyone else".

I had all of these things that I wanted to do but of course when they brought Logan into the room all of my senses went looney. I wanted to trace his feet and look and see what size he was wearing and I didn't do any of it, so now it's a big guessing game. He is tall and lean so I am guessing between 12 & 18 month, I think 12 right now but by the time we get there maybe close to 18.

I miss Baylee also, it is really strange not having her meet me at the door when I get home or rubbing her head and giving her a kiss good-night.

I hope to be able to post good news within the next week or two. Please pray for us to go and get Logan soon.

July 9th, Back to the good old USA!

Our driver Dimitri showed up at 1:00 pm on Sunday the 9th to take us to the airport for our flight out of Moscow into Amsterdam where we would be staying the night to catch our flight back to Detroit on Monday the 10th. Wow, it sure was hard keeping all of these dates straight with the time changes and all of our layovers.

We stood in line to check into our flight and then through customs for about 2 hours. I was getting nervous that we would miss our flight. Customs at the SVO airport in Moscow is a joke, it's like the lines at Cedar Pointe, never ending. They had hundreds of people leaving to different parts of the world and about 7 people checking passports. There is a company that offers a VIP service kind of like a line-hopper at Disney, they cut you through to the front of the line. When we bring Logan home we may use this service, it is kind of expensive but I am sure it will be worth it. We did get through and had about 20 minutes to board and leave Moscow.

We didn't do much besides get a bite to eat in Amsterdam, I was just exhausted so I wanted to get some sleep. We left Moscow right on time just like all of our flights and we landed in Detroit about 10 minutes early. Thanks Tania for picking us up :)!
I have to give a shout out to Northwest and KLM, we got all of our luggage and all flights left and landed on time or a little early, WAY TO GO!

Please say a prayer that we get our court date to officially adopt Logan and bring him home soon, please pray for all of the children and families that are waiting also. I will keep updating as we find anything out. We think we should be going back by the end of August but as I have learned the hard way, this is International Adoption and anything goes.

July 8th, Moscow Here We Come!

We woke up and got ready to go to the Airport and of course when we walked down-stairs there was Alyona and Alex right on time again. They were great! We got to the airport, if that is what you want to call it. I think it really is just a small building little security and a run way, pretty scary. I suggest if you are ever in Novokuznetsk airport to not use the bathroom, it is really disgusting.

Jeff and I boarded that little tube of a stink-fest and had our 4 hour journey back to Moscow, thank God we had all 3 seats so we had a bit more room on the way back. We had the whole day in Moscow before we departed for Amsterdam and then back to the US.
We got to Moscow and of course we were met by our translator and driver, they took us to our hotel, The Courtyard Marriott, a new hotel and it was very nice. We ended up running into another family that was adopting with a different agency in the lobby at check in. I had chatted with Danette a few times on line and it was funny to run into her and her husband Dave. We had plans with another family from our agency to meet for dinner at 6:30 so we invited them also.

We decided we would go to McDonald's for some American food, it was so tasty.
We then walked around Red Square, took some great pictures and did a lot of people watching. It is funny, women in Russia wear 4 inch stilettos to walk around town, OUCH! It was great to watch them try and walk on cobble-stone streets, LOL. We decided after a couple of hours to go back to our hotel and get some rest, well Jeff took a nap I went and worked out, that really helped take some stress away.

We met Danette & Dave and Kim & Lance for dinner at 6:30. We just stayed at the hotel and talked for an hour before dinner, shared some pictures and stories then went to the Flat Iron Grill in our hotel. We all had burgers and the guys had a couple of beers, I think they were all happy the other one wanted a beer :). It was really nice meeting all of them, we had a great time. Thanks guys!

Here are a few pictures from Moscow.

Logan's First Steps, July, 7th 2006

It was 4:30 am when Jeff and I woke up with so much excitement we were not able to go back to sleep so we just talked about our first meeting with Logan. We both felt that it went great and couldn't have gone any better. Logan is just beautiful and healthy. He is a little shy but at 16 months he should be Leary of us, after all we are complete strangers and I am sure we sounded funny talking to him in English :). I learned a few Russian words but boy is that a hard language to learn.

Our hotel was great we upgraded to a 3 room suite and all 3 rooms had air (we were definitely spoiling ourselves after that very rough 2 days of travel). Our other option was a shoe box with 2 single beds, we didn't want to go there. Our hotel was nice, it had everything that we needed right in it, 2 different restaurants, internet, a casino, a hair salon and a place to purchase air line tickets. I would stay there again if we needed to, Hotel Novokuznetska.

Alyona told us that her and Alex would be there to pick us up at 9:00 am so we got ready went and had some breakfast then we went downstairs to wait for them and of course they were right on time. Our ride took about an hour to get to the baby-house so we talked with our translator and took some pictures and video along the way. The driving in Novokuznetsk is something I would never want to try and I consider myself a good driver. To say the least passing someone at 90 MPH with barely enough room is a common practice there, SCARY!

We got to the baby-house at 10:00 and they told us they had to wake Logan up so it would be a minute, it was actually about 15 but who's counting. They brought him in and he looked so tired, his beautiful blue eyes were a little puffy. I went to take him and he got a little upset, it took a whole 5 seconds for him to be OK. He really did not want to do anything, no playing, babbling or smiling so after about 45 minutes of that I decided I would get him up and see how his walking skills where.

Logan can stand up perfectly straight and has great balance but he did not even know his little legs could move. I started putting my feet under his and lifting them up, one foot in front of the other, he was so cute he kept looking down and looking in the mirror it was like he just couldn't believe that they moved. It took only about 5 minutes and he was holding on with only one hand. Jeff decided it was his turn to try and after about 2 times around the room our little guy was ready to let go and that he did, he let go of Jeff's finger and took his first 3 steps into my arms, AHHHHHH MOTHERHOOD, that is a moment in time I will never forget. He wanted to keep going so we let him he was up to about 30 steps by himself, this really broke him out of his shell.

Logan was getting very tired so Jeff picked him up and we started to play
peek-a-boo, he loved it, the video is wonderful. We have him laughing, smiling looking for me and loving every minute of it. He is such a love, he wants to cuddle and be held, something of course they really do not have the time to do with these babies. I guess the baby-house he is in there are 400 children looking for families from age 9 months to 4 years, I am thankful we found each other. Logan started to babble a lot, we have him saying DA-DA, Jeff thinks he said DADA I think he said Da-Da, DA means yes in Russian and I was saying MA-MA to him so I think he was just agreeing with me ;). He started to tap on me when I was saying MA-MA and tap on himself when I said Logan, I was really working with him on that. The video we have is great and I think I could watch it everyday.

Of course we finally got him to open up to us and our visit was over, it was very hard to say good-bye to him but that means we are that much closer to court and bringing our baby home. We gave his care taker some disposable cameras to take pictures of him for us while we are gone, a photo album we made for him so hopefully he will recognize us when we return for him and we also asked them to please start calling him Logan instead of V, all of which they were happy to do. We gave our baby a lot of kisses and then they whisked him away.

The rest of the day we spent eating, checking out the city a little bit and getting some rest. I packed all of our stuff so we were ready to go in the morning. Our flight left Novokuznetsk at 7:00 am so Alyona and Alex were going to be there at 6:20 to pick us up. Of course we sent more pictures home and let everyone know how it had went. What an exciting day it was, my gosh our baby's first steps :). We just couldn't believe we had such a wonderful experience this time. All of translators and drivers were fantastic, the director of the baby-house and the lady from the MOE really care about these kids, what a difference from last time we traveled to meet a baby. Thank you Baylee for watching out for your Mom and Dad.

July, 4th, 5th, & 6th, A Long 3 Days!

We traveled out of Detroit to Novokuznetsk, Siberia, Russia on Tuesday July 4th and landed in Novo at 6:10 am on Thursday, July 6th. I figured it out today that it was a grand total from the time we left our house until we got to our hotel to sleep was 35 1/2 hours, WOW what a couple of days. I was so extremely emotionally drained that I wasn't sure I was going to make it but I took long deep breaths and focused on V. Jeff was great and kept telling me it had been so long and this was everything that we had worked at for 2 years and I could do it :) he's great. Jeff had a little bit of claustrophobia on our last plane ride to Novo but he pulled through like a champ. The Siberia Airlines Plane was a joke it was like a long skinny tube at least 90 degree's and you were just stuffed in there on top of each-other, not fun.

Our driver and translator in Moscow and Novo are wonderful. Oksana picked us up with our driver Dimitri and took us to a hotel in Moscow to take a shower and stretch out, we had a 7 hours lay-over there before we departed for Novo. It was the best thing in the world to be able to relax before getting on the 3rd plane ride, we had about 2 1/2 hours in the hotel before we had to leave for the next leg. Siberia Airlines was an experience in it's self. The airport in Novo was a small building where I had to pay 5 rubles to use the bathroom, my first Russian souvenir a receipt for the toilet, LOL.

Our Translator Alyona met us at the airport with our driver, Alex. Alex is a crazy driver but we made it, Thanks Alex. Alyona was wonderful and spoke very good English, we did not have any trouble understanding her. Alyona teaches English to adults mostly and some children. They took us to our hotel and then came back for us about 1 1/2 hours later to take us to meet V. When we got to the baby-house we had to wait about 30 minute for Dr. Lubmilla, she is the director of the baby-house and she really cares about these children. In the meantime the lady from the MOE was there and started telling us a little about V so when Lubmilla got there she only had to go over the medical with us. V is just perfect and healthy just typical Orphanage delays. He is like a bud waiting to bloom that will open once we get him home.

Dr Lubmilla got there and started going over V's medical right away, after about 10 minute of going over the medical the office door opened and they placed this little guy down in the middle of the room all by himself. He just stood there staring at all of us so I asked if I could go over and they all said of course. I walked over to V and started talking to him, he got a little upset so I picked him up and then he was fine. It was a moment I will never forget getting to hold OUR SON for the very first time. Jeff and I thought he was adorable in his referral photo but he is sooooooooooo much cuter in person.

They took us into a different room where we got to spend about 2 hours with him. He is so reserved and was scared at first but he did start to play with some of the toys we had brought for him. Alyona finally got him to smile almost at the end of our visit. It made me feel really good that when his care-taker came in for him he didn't want to leave my arms, AHHHHHH what a feeling, he just wants LOVE. Before we left they asked if we wanted to adopt him and we said "yes, of course". There were 2 other families that came while we were there one of them was Tracie and her husband who I have emailed back & forth a few times, it was nice to see her and the translator form Kemerovo. They would be able to take our paper's with them and they would go to the court on Friday so we signed away and sent them, that made us days closer to that court date.

We left the baby-house so excited and couldn't believe that we had just met our son who we decided to name Logan, so V is now Logan. It was all worth it, every last second spent trying to get to him. We were so exhausted so we stopped and got some water and pop, went back to our room and slept from 2:30 to 9 pm. When we got up we decided to go downstairs and take some pictures outside, went into the internet room in our hotel and sent some emails and pictures to our family. We went back to bed at about 12.

That was the end of our first day in Novo. I will write another post about our next visit later, I am still trying to recover from some jet-lag, so off to bed I go.

July 4th, What a day!

Today I said farewell to the most beautiful, best dog in the world, my beloved Baylee, she was 13 ½ years old (85 in people years). Last night when I was dropping her off at my Mom’s she started to bleed so I took her to the emergency vet, they informed me that she had a ruptured tumor and they needed to operate. I got the call at about 12:30 that her surgery went well and she was recovering nicely, then this morning they called me back telling me that she had taken a turn for the worst but she was OK. Jeff said we should take a ride to see her just in case something happened while we were gone. We went to the vet and they took us into a room to tell us that just a minute before we got there she had passed away. This day is definitely bitter sweet we left on a plane at 4:05 pm to go meet V the little boy we hope to adopt and at the same time I cannot stop the tears for Baylee.

It always seems like nothing in my life ever comes easy, it seems like there is always a give and take. I know Jeff and I have a great life and Baylee was going to go sooner or later because of her age but gosh today of all days, I was not prepared for her parting us at all. When we got to my Moms you would have never known anything was ever wrong with her she was running around like a puppy but I guess her old heart could just not take the surgery and it was her turn to go, I just wish I could have seen her one last time before she left us.

I will always have a special place in my heart for her and fond memories, she truly was THE BEST DOG IN THE WORLD!

24 hours to go!

In 24 hours we will be driving to the airport to get on that long plane ride to go meet V. I cannot wait, the anxiety is getting to both of us a little. I cannot even begin to explain the feelings I am having, Love, stress, anxiety, excitement and the list can go on and on, 2 days with him is just not going to be enough. We will take lots of video and pictures to get us through the next couple of months until court and we can go and bring him home. I am still in AWWW that in just 3 days we will get to meet V, I cannot wait to hold him, I hope he likes us :).

We do have all day on Saturday to spend in Moscow, we have a room there and are going to try and do some sight-seeing. A couple of the places we are going to try and visit are Red Square, The Kremlin and St Basil Cathedral. I wonder if we will be able to do all of that in a day. We are going to meet another couple from our agency in Moscow for Dinner on Saturday night, they come in when we are leaving. They are going to meet a 9 month old little boy who is just a doll, I hope things go well for them. They have been trying to adopt almost as long as Jeff and I and have had a pretty miserable experience also.

Any ways, I am not going to say much more because I would just be rambling. I will try and update while in Moscow, if I can't I'll see you all when we get home.

We leave July 4th, YAHOO!!!!!!!

We have officially accepted V as our referral, he turned 15 months old on June 13th, my brother Darren's B-day. Our coordinator has just met him and she said he is just adorable, a little small but average size for his orphanage. Elina said he responded well, he didn't want anything to do with her (normal at that age) and then he warmed up to her and when she put him down he got very upset, I cannot wait to hold him :) I have been busy the last 2 days trying to get our flights and rooms booked, I have everything ready to go besides our in country air I am waiting to hear back from a couple of travel agents to see if they can get us a better deal then I found on our own, we'll see what they can do, if I do not hear back from them by tomorrow I will just book the flights myself I do not want to take the chance of the tickets selling out then everything would be messed up.

We leave on Tuesday, July 4th to go and meet him, this is going to be such a fast trip we land on the 5th, fly to our region the same day visit for 2 days, sign papers to petition the court for the adoption and fly back home on the 9th with an overnight stay in Amsterdam. Unfortunately we arrive early evening so we are not even going to be able to sight see, oh well maybe next time. It will be nice to be able to stretch out before that 8 hour flight back to the good old USA!

I pray that all goes well and we will get to adopt V. There is always the chance that a family member or a citizen of that country will come forward and adopt him before we get back for court. Jeff and I will do everything not to get attached after what happened last time but boy is it going to be hard after we get to hold him, right now I know anything can happen but it will be a totally different story once we meet him.

Any ways, I will try and update from over-seas but I am not sure how the internet will be, we'll have to wait and see.

Still Nothing, ERRRRRR

OK, I am getting a little PI--ED off, I am writing this today because it seems like when I write about something that's not going right just the opposite happens, so here's hoping it works.

Of course I got this info on these 2 children last week Tuesday and I was told they would try and get me updated info by the 12th (my coordinator told me that and her assistant told me the 14th)so we could make a decision on what referral we are going to accept. Well of course there time frames are off again, here it is Weds the 14th and still nothing. I really thought this agency was going to be the one and not going to jerk us around but I am starting to doubt that and that is not a good feeling. I understand they cannot control the government and things change with IA on a blink of an eye but come on, here it is June 14th and nothing. Don't forget we were told 1 to 2 months for a referral and it is going on 4. I do like our agency and they definitely care about the kids but I wish they would be better with the time frames they tell me. We thought we would be getting ready for trip 2 to bring our baby home and we still have no idea when trip 1 will be.

On another bad note, When I checked the air fare last week the day we got info on these 2 babies tickets were about $1600 for the last week of June first week of July, of course because I wanted to book our flight and get our visas and they told me no, tickets have sky rocketed between $2200 and $2800 until after 4th of July so it looks like no matter what we will have to wait until after that. It does not seem logical to pay an extra $700 a ticket, ERRRRRRRRR, that makes me mad. They told me from the beginning that after we accepted a referral we could travel right away so I still cannot figure out why they would not let me book our flight, I told them we were going to accept on of these referrals for sure.

Any ways, as soon as I hear something I will post again and let everyone know if we are having a BOY or a GIRL :).

A Referral at Last :) :) :) :)

WOW, well we got a little info on 2 different children a 15 month old little boy and an 11 month old baby girl, I was so excited when I saw his little face, is this really going to happen? Our information is limited and we are hoping that next week when our case worker gets to our region she will get updated pictures and some more medical. We are going to pick one of them (I am not sure how we will pick one over the other)and send the info and pictures to a Dr. that specializes in evaluating children adopted from over-seas. We got 5 pictures of this little guy and almost no medical and more medical but no pictures of the baby girl. I am going to call him V and her J, I cannot say to much about these referrals because I really do not know much but I am told we should know more by June 14th. I can tell you that V is adorable.

We hope to be able to travel by the end of the month, gosh that sure would be nice. We will go on 2 trips, trip one will be to go and meet our referral and if we feel this is the child that is meant to be with us then we will petition the court for adoption, it will be a short trip 5 to 7 days, mostly travel, ERRRRR. We will then come home and wait for a court date, it can be 4 weeks or 4 months we will never know until we get the call that we can go back and bring our baby home, YIPEE!!!!!!

I'll post as soon as I know more.

I Can't Believe It's Been A Year

It will be one year on Saturday, June 3rd that DH and I jumped on a jet plane headed for Kazakhstan to adopt 2 children, a beautiful 15 month old boy and an unknown baby girl, we tried for 10 months to get to them and finally we were leaving, I thought that day would never come, we were so excited.

26 hours of travel later we landed at 3:30AM to be met at the airport, driven to our apartment only to be told just before our coordinator left that our baby boy
was no longer available. It was so heartbreaking but I knew or at
least I thought God must have had a different baby that needed us
more and they would find that baby for us. Unfortunately for us our
agency had no idea what to do with us and was dishonest . I still can't figure out how they were going to find this baby girl for us when they didn't even have 1 baby for us let alone 2.

We flew to a different Region only to be told nothing was going to
happen there either so after a week in Kazakhstan in 2 different
regions we flew back to the US with broken hearts and no baby, it
was one of the saddest things in my life, a huge loss. This
excitement of finally being a Mother was gone, that baby who I thought of as my son was gone and boy did it hurt.

We later learned that this agency is known for "bait and switch" and
that they have been investigated 3 times by the DA, FBI and the
Attorney Generals office and are now being investigated again, this
not only happened to us but to 2 other couples, all of us within 4
months of each other and ever other couple we met or chatted with had
lost their referral. It's sad that our Government still allows this
man to do business.

Fast forward 1 year and here we are waiting for a referral and
getting excited about being parents again. It took us about 9 months
to get the courage up to trust someone (an agency) enough to try this
again but here we are praying this is the agency to help us unite with
our children. I have to believe that one day I will have
someone calling me MOMMY and the child(ren) that are meant to be a
part of our family was just not ready yet and we were in the wrong
place last year. I am a believer that everything happens for a reason
and sometimes we may not ever know why but there is a bigger plan.

Nothing New

Unfortunately I have nothing new to report. We had hoped we would have had a referral by now and have traveled and been back waiting for our second trip. I was told yesterday that the referral letters are coming and not to get upset. I really am not upset just a little disappointed. I was told that the internet is very slow there and sometimes it does not work at all (I am not sure if I believe this or not but we will find out when we finally get there). If there was one thing I learned last time around was that anything can and probably will happen in this crazy process plus nothing about having a baby has been easy for us so why should it start now. It's sad with all of the kids that need a home that it is so difficult to give them one.

Our case worker is over seas now trying to get things moving again. She is also checking on the summer camp that they have set up for families hoping to adopt and kids looking for a family. It is cool, they have this huge camp set up and families hoping to adopt went over seas to meet children and hopefully adopt them, I think it is very neat and I guess it is going very well, hopefully all of these children will find homes. It is for older kids that have a less likely chance of being adopted, that is the best thing about our agency they really care about the kids.

I pray everyday that God is going to bless us with a baby and hopefully soon. I hope next time I post I have some wonderful news to report.

One Step Closer!

WOO WHO, we got our approval from our Government on Tuesday. I did call the office on Monday and the lady handling our case (Joy Thomas) would not even be nice and talk to me instead she sat in the background telling the lady I was on the phone with that she didn't take personal calls and told me her email. I was so mad, here this women has been harassing us for weeks about stupid stuff and now she won't even talk to me, first of all it was not a personal call, I am not her friend it was about business not when she got her hair done. So I ripped her off an email at 10:30 am on Monday, here it is Thursday night and the BI--H still has not responded to me. Nice to see my $685 is being well spent for this lady to sit around and do nothing. I wonder if she will ever respond, I won't hold my breath.

Ok enough of that, we still have not got a referral. I am getting a little frustrated but trying to remember that there are so many ups and downs with IA and we are after all dealing with a different country. Come on our own Government is a joke and take their sweet time doing things. I am still hoping by next week, we'll see.

Well Maybe!

OK, I do not want to get excited because I know what can happen but I was told that my agency should be getting some referrals on May 10th. I won't hold my breath but for the first time since we started round 2 of our adoption journey I was a little excited :) Maybe we will be able to travel by the end of the month after all. There are some Russian holidays taking place right now and we got caught up in them. I am going to do some research and find out what the celebration is for, I want to be able to teach our baby as much about their heritage as I can.

Unfortunately I have no new news about our approval from our government besides that it will be 3 month on May 7th since they cashed our check and that our fingerprints are now good for 2 less months. I will call on Monday if it is not here by then because they said do not contact our office unless it has been longer than 3 months(could they sound more like a snob) well on Monday it will be 3 months and 1 day. We applied Feb 3 (paper's in office)for our new approval, on March 26th our old approval expired there is no reason this is all taking so long and them harassing me about paper's that they already have, ERRRRRRRR it makes me mad!

Any ways, hopefully I will be able to write that we have a baby on the way!!!!!!

Round 2 of Our Lovely Government

Well I got another letter from our Government requesting more information that they already have but want the documents certified, just something else to add to the cost because it is not expensive enough to adopt. I asked them on the phone last week before I drove down there and put the other stuff in their hands if they were sure that I did not need anything else and they assured me I did not. I was just about to explode when I opened the letter thinking it was our approval once again (exactly 1 week later) and it was a request for the same info that they just told me a week ago that I did not need. I had a feeling it wasn't our approval, it's a good thing Jeff was sleeping or I would have screamed at the top of my lungs. I was told that the lady handling our case changed her mind, isn't that nice. I spent the whole morning going to different place and getting these documents certified and driving down to Detroit to once again hand delivery them. I thought the office of Homeland Security would be closed tomorrow but it is not but no one from the Orphan unit will be in, sounds like it's closed to me, so our documents will sit there until Monday but at least I know they are sitting on her desk waiting for her.

Any ways, I hope next time I post it will be good news, we have not heard anything yet but our agency assures me by the end of April, we'll see. It seems like for-ever but it really has only been 3 weeks since our documents have been over-seas and a little over a month since we signed with our agency. I guess Jeff is correct and I am impatient.

Our lovely Government

Well I was so excited when I checked the mail yesterday to see a letter from the Office of Homeland Security, I opened it up to find a letter from them asking us for more documents not our I-171H that I thought it was. I was expecting it any day and now we hit a little bump in the road. It is nice not working days I was able to take care of it right away and Jeff and I hand delivered them a certified copy of my divorce decree, I sent a photo-copy but I guess that was not good enough even though that is what they asked for, all of our other documents had been photo-copies not original. I think it is just another way for them to have a power-trip orphan unit was transferred to Detroit and it seems like everything goes so much slower down there than in the rest of the state. The letter was so vague that I along with 2 others that read it got confused by what they were asking for but thankfully I was able to get a call in first thing this morning and they only need 1 thing not 5 like it said. So Jeff and I flattened that bump quickly.

Any ways, no other news yet, I spoke with our agency at the beginning of the week about a referral and they said maybe next week if not by the end of April for sure. I hope so it has been a month since they have had our documents but they have only been over seas for about 2 weeks. They told me about a month, lets see how much longer it takes, I really am trying to be patience but trying to be a Mom for 4 years is getting old. I hope I get to post good news soon.